i've had a hard time trying to cope with this hectic schedule, guess it's all about striking a balance between work and school. but the weird thing about me is, stress motivates me to work even harder. anyway i heard fyp crit is extended to 22-24 feb which clashes with my e-trial day. and i will be taking my BTT on the 23rd feb! i don't wish to postpone it. tell me how?
ps: NAPFA TEST ON THE 25TH FEB AND I'M CERTAIN I'M GONNA FAIL 2.4KM. SCREAMS*
it reminds me of the bad times, and i can't believe i'm still kinda affected over the incident. questions on my mind that can't be answered. but don't worry, i'm fine. as humans, i supposed it's perfectly normal to think about it at times. (:
anyway that's a nice song i heard from the FM just now! and i'll be a happy girl again when the sun rises! goodnight earthlings!
be nice to everyone.
sometimes, i feel it's just better to leave the cyber world for a period, it will do me good. what's there to think about. i know how silly i am right now, but i cant helped it. i tried to refrain myself from thinking so much, and i guess i'm doing pretty well. it's a little dissapointing to know all that's been happening all these while. i once told myself, i'm willing to erase off all the bad memories we've had and start all over with you again. but now, i feel it's just not right to even have the thought anymore now that you've moved on. i met you in school but i'm afraid to look at you. because i'm afraid i will fall for you all over again and hug you right away. i know i can't do that. i'm really glad you're doing well now. stay happy.
sentosa. vivo. dimsum for sim's 22nd birthday at bugis. and met the usual, instead of butter, it was Gareth Emery's night at zouk!! he delivered a great set of music, if only you're a trance lover. the party was a total blast. anyway i'm still feeling tired! i feel like taking a nap now. and i was reminded that it was my little bro's birthday tomorrow! how forgetful can i be?! and yet, im working on both days, today and tomorrow. on a happier note, the job's cancelled today! it is such a hassle to look for a replacement. yet, i'm just too lazy to crawl out of my bed and get myself prepare for work. er.. basically i've no idea if work is gonna resume tomorrow. i'm just hoping the birthday dinner will be held tonight so nothing clashes tomorrow.
it's the first day of work. i'm working for some cny carnival for nine days. supposed to be ten. i was reminded that matt and friends have organised a bbq session next week. it slipped off my mind. but on a happier note, i've managed to find a replacement! :B
today, i clicked on the fortune cookie sign and it wrote that, ' There is a true and sincere friendship between you and your friends. '