There will always be this special someone whom you truly loved once, and will always remain close to your heart. How true.
But before you replied with a 'yes', ask yourself if you really think that you loved him/her, why bother doing things that will risk chasing him/her away and ruin every beautiful thing that was built up right at the very beginning?
With love, patience, understanding and care.
Trust is earned, not given.
Is it true that true love has a way of coming back, usually in the most unexpected way?
I've a story to share, and I'm just wondering...
Is it wrong to have the mentality that everyone has a good heart? And I believe everyone has a story behind for who they have become. A story that was not mentioned to many. You can never judge via surface. I always think that people do deserve the benefit of the doubt, but what if it's taken for granted?
Believing in second chances?
It's been 3 years..... I honestly am aware that this has been dragging way too long. I'm caught up in this same situation again. Now I'm asking myself the question, and I guess the problem lies in me. Because I can never stop believing in lies, falling for it over and over again. Pretty sad isn't it? I can always provide advices to friends, but not applying it on myself. Something to do with human nature, being real stubborn. That's ironic.
But one thing I know for sure, I'm becoming stronger and wiser because of you.
I just want something simple yet sweet. I've never requested or demand anything from him. But all I want is just to be loved truthfully. He told me what's most important is that he will return back to my side at the end of the day. But my question, is how many times do you want me to watch you walk away?
Not once, or twice.
You've never spare a thought for me, and care about my feelings.
Now it's the last straw.
How does it feels like when you watch someone who you love doing things that will terribly disappoint you in all possible ways? Way beyond limit. Forgiveness is a gift. I do not bear grudges, but I guess enough is enough, it's time to let it go completely and move on with my life happily.
I believe I can do it, without you.
I've tried my best, and I guess I'm so immune to this that I can no longer feel anything. Emotionless. Not much of anger anymore. Not upset at all. Looks like it's kinda predictable that it's gonna happen. It's just a matter of time. But no, not when it happened twice in just a weekend. You know he's a pretty good actor because he actually made me believed that he has changed for the better.
& the very next day, things just happened.
Silly uh? Or naive? Words are nothing when it's not proven with actions. Sadly, his actions are completely opposite of what he has mentioned to me. I guess there comes a point of time, we have to put a stop to this drama. What's the point when everyone starts thinking that you're a back up plan, just because you're always there for him.
I will not think that my efforts are wasted, because I have never expected anything in return.
NO relationship is worth sacrificing your dignity or self respect for.
& YES, most people end up cheating because they're paying more attention to what they're missing, rather than what they have. I guess that's all I've to say, and I feel so much relieved after releasing my thoughts.
Thank you God for listening to my prayers, giving me the strength and courage to overcome this obstacle. Afterall, it wasn't that hard to walk away. It's all about determination and knowing what's right for you. Love yourself more, and treat yourself right.
Being silly is enough, don't get fool over and over again.
Goodbye.
